Pifferlaun
feeling a need to belong
she conformed to the group
and rejected my love for her
"yet the nights are long for nothing
and I am alone and ashamed
what nature is it
that men are to be alone
and what world should create the norm
as it is wrong.
speak me as your lover
and I am the happiest man in the World
Speak me as your strange and I am the saddest"
she adopted a certain dress and mannerism
this to conform to belonging
her need to present her self in a particular way
then she changes her attitude to be with them
and began thus in comparison
to find herself equal amongst them
only done so we should be apart..
might other determine how well she fits in.
that I might be wrong
in description of
her behaviors and attitudes.
all as if I never knew her
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