Positive Zone
Heart is pounding within my chest
Sometimes I wish this eternal illness would rest
I spend almost all my time keeping it at bay
Does it ever work? No way!
Tired of hurting those who I love best
Which one will stay? Now that is the test
But I still have a whole lot to learn
And so many more years with him I will earn
But trying my hardest to make things right
Just seems like I'm using all of my might
Exhausted of feeling like I'm doing it all alone
Trying my hardest to stay within a positive zone
With his support throughout this phase
Makes me love him in so many more ways
I wonder if when I say, "I love you," if he believes in me
Or if when I'm sleeping, does he make sure I breathe?
Does he see straight into my soul when he looks at me?
Does he see all of the hurt and nightmares in my head that I see?
Struggling to see his beautiful angelic face
And trying to match up our love misplace
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