Love Poem: Queen of Hearts
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Queen of Hearts

Conceived in manic sorrow,
proclaiming herself left
with self-righteous Hollowness,
the less assertive Queen of Hearts:

I'm good between either of these two black kings
and those two black jacks behind, 
either one,
no matter to me

Between a spade for digging soul enrichment
or a clubbing tool to force what's mine
or should be cuz it could be,
it's all the same to cussed me

But I have no use for diamonds
or other hearts,
unless of course you decide to play polypathic hearts 
with me
and diamonds
you can't see

As Sisters
form a primal tributary
through TransParent primacy
of glee

Or not,
which also matters not
not to me,
to us, really

You see,
my dear Win-Lose player,
I do not consider Yeah? or NoWay!
not not both
and without economic Win-Win equivalencies
as do you,
yet still it is my voice you hear
in EgoMe 
as EcoWe 
co-arising sympathy.

My Queenly Heart empathic powers
speak within your deaf right ear
of primal felt strategic order,
fractal syntax dreams and shapes,
rhythms and nature's pattern of red and stark
and seasons suggesting reasons
for heart health reverses dark decay

Bicameral reds and black
equivalent polycultures
synergetically stacked
 
Player Me
We cooperative optimizing
Win-Win eco-seasonal 
politic reasoned choices
for which and where 
to fold and unfold,
so as not to refold

This Queen of Hearts
prefers two black kings 
not not on top
with two black AngerPast 
with FutureFears jacked
more positively negative
to push my sacred flat behind
to make lovely nutritional pies 
and charts 
and designs
and decks
where Earth's sun still shines 
climatically
LeftSunEgo/RightEarthEco 
WinWin-centered
dipolar co-arising

(and, frankly, dialectically equivalent pre/post-climatic resilient,
but don't let on
cuz cousins confuse my Ecos-love energy 
with QueenDiamond's Eros-lust for wealth
far beyond what could ever be good for Her own health,
but if you tell her I said that
I will politically and economically deny left
to right pathological imbalance)

Queen of bodhisattva Hearts 
beating bicameral voice dialects
my recessive Right ear hopes to hear
health gift-it-forward
bipartisan eyes to see 
nutritional embryonic regenerativity.

Queen of Hearts 
teaches Gaia self-care lessons
for Melife as Welove
by first divesting 
of all that competitive overinvesting
in LeftBrain dominant dissonance 
bifurcating strong hearted domesticity.

The King of EarthClubbing Win-Lose Games,
don' want you to know
he's got his biggest Deepest-Spade transitionally aiming
to dig deep through your stressing pains

Over-clubbed past and under-spaded fading future
RedHeart Egos landing in WinWin 
ecotherapeutic Red/Black landscapes
filled with polycultural decks of (0)Mega card engagement,
each one stacking up
and down
in
and out
after
and before Win-Win 
CoOperative Polytaire.