Love Poem: Rage of Emotions
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Written by: Faizah Spence

Rage of Emotions

One day, my heart broke 1000 ways, when I thought only one break was possible
I immediately yearned for understanding, yet found none
Hostilities? Yes, I have some

Today
I’m hurting everywhere
Yes, there…. Yes, even there too…
Help me… I can’t breathe…
Anxiety? Yes, I have some

I just want to sleep this life away…
Yesterday, Tomorrow, Today…
Ouch! I’m telling you this really hurts
I think I’m ready to die now…
How? I don’t know…can you help me?
Just…Just… Run me over with your car…Oh! Or better yet, choke me…
Yeah! That’s good…Just put your hands around my neck and squeeze…
Tighter, tighter, come on…. TIGHTER…
Suicidal tendencies? Yes, I have some

Damn, why do you say you can’t do this anymore?
You leave me hurting, you turn your back on me to ignore
My pain and suffering you cannot bear… So your leave me in this place of despair
Depression? Yes, I have some

But around and around and around… This is my life 
Hurt!!! Trip, there I go again…trip, there I go again… 
The same pain, the same let downs, the same disappointments…

So what’s my problem???
I’ve already told you!!! One day, my heart broke 1000 ways, when I thought only one 
break was possible…