Random Thoughts 9.25.07
Miserable and alone,
I get a myspace add request,
I say ya sure I'll add this person,
we could be friends at best,
that's how I met my ex,
once bitten twice shy,
I wait for them to write,
as I sit idly by,
sitting here minding my business,
talkin and makin friends,
never knowing what's creepin up on me,
thoughts of them after the convo ends,
wondering when we'll talk again,
hoping it's later that night,
got so much going on right now,
can't be thinkin that way, it ain't right,
but noticing it makes it easier,
gettin up in the morning,
thinking of the person who perhaps,
is bringin my hope back again,
easier to face the day,
talkin to them and gettin it out,
smiling and laughing again,
not just wanting to shout,
ain't ready to let it go that far,
ain't ready for anything,
but gettin harder to deny,
that perhaps there's really something,
Timing is the worst,
I'm wishing I had it together,
gotta keep remembering I'm not ready,
but what if it's now or never?
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