Love Poem: Re Dawning Osiris
Gerald Dillenbeck Avatar
Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Re Dawning Osiris

What might be your perfect way
to awake with joy and gratitude each morning
within this new day
old way
of opportunity and mourning?

This morning's epiphonic awakening
into Beloved Paradise
opens humor eyes to a full bright winter moon
shining through my bedroom window
greeting pale yellow dawn
fading starlit sky of not quite night.

To awake fully conscious
I am more than tolerated
and seldom feared
or cause for anger,
if only because I am,
as are all Earth's re-creations,
re-born FullMoon's fertile Earth-love
and reverse-time elliptical fear of empty Ego death
into EcoLife's NewMoon AntiClimax,
pouty dual-dark transparent Absence
of full bilateral revolving Moon's 
regenerative therapy light

Osiris Day
transparently linked with Re-night's transition dreaming
drenched in FullMoon's lively bright

Realizing I have another hour
before that fearful angry alarm goes off,
and I once again wake up to Business As Usual 
EgoLeft, too-Yang dominant to remember
Full Moon's designing EcoRight sight
flowing self-promoting dreams of co-passion 
defined-deduced-reduced by dualdark pleasure's Absence

Of regenerate dancing garden paths 
taken by woke day,
singing round Love's sacred bright 
FullMoon BuddhaBody 
by night
 
HumaneSpace 
as DivineTime's light AND dark
FullSelf-Othering Face 
bilateral fulsome Revolutions

Zen-centered toward and around Earth,
radiant and gratefully double-bound
ego/eco-gravity balance,
in octave-fractal frequent waves of light 
not-not Full = faith-in-not-yet Empty
co-arising DarkDeath-risk + BrightLife-opportunity.

What might be our perfect way
to start and end each dawning/dusking day 
with humane/divine spacious timely dreams 
of peace-stretching polypathic nights?

From whence derive awakening reborn 
transparently vulnerable transitions?
Watering polycultured garden love
re-dawning past 
and revitalizing future MonoTheists, 
disassociated absence 
of fertile NighTime 
panentheistic communication,
organically nonverbal
and sacredly nonviolent.

We dance eternally united
with dreams of grandfather Sun's 
universal salvation shining time.

We dream in changing chains
of dualdark transparency
passing through grandmother Moon's Full and EmptyNew
re-dawning life-medication v death-meditation
spinning garden polypaths
of spacious re/de-generation.

But, what do I know 
about consciousness of round rhythms 
and swelling rhyme?
I've been up and down for hourly time
exploring degenerating winter wealth
evaporating with health rising summer sun.

I suppose this is the mourning side 
of night's re-creative Absence.

At noon my mind bows East and West,
spiritual practice reshaping natural rites
and wellness dance 
of each Earth-garden's dawning day

As regenerate liturgical light 
shapes preverbal watered flow
and function of each fertile soiled 
dark soul night
infested 
with re-emergent PanTheistic Elders

From DNA's EarthTribal 
fractal humus resonance
flowing light streams
and resilient season dreams,
atmospheric dawn-fired seas,
co-gravitating FullMoon forest roots
 
Of sad Re wintered nights
re-birthing glad Osiris 
summoned light.