Recovery
You were supposed to be there at the end of the rainbow but you left me waiting
You became my addiction and its my fault I can't blame you for my issues
You held my dependency
I looked to you to be my shoulder
Was waiting on you to be my high, when I was low, to be my teddy bear through the storm
I shouldn't have and I knew it but, once you love someone who became someone
else you cant help but look past that speck of flaw
Held my heart in your hand now I hold it shattered in the sweater that holds your
scent
Rain on a Monday morning
Pain that's ever growing
I'm in need of a recovery
Everything I thought I need I don't
I started a new life now and it does not include YOU
Broken walls built back up, I'm stronger
Open damps covered now, no more hard feelings I'm healing
Hole in my heart becoming patched up, you are non-existing
I don't need you to depend any more
I have became my healer and assigned my recovery.
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