Ripping Apart At the Seams and Hopeful Dreams
Let me pretend
Let me close my eyes and remember that this is a dream
One more lie to help mend a ripping seam
Just one more moment I can forget how much my heart bleeds
One more love that is less then what it seems
Dear pain, the pain of dreaming, the pain of being
My dear friend, how have you been?
Through all this pretending and fake mending
I forgot our deal was still pending
Now as my dream has ended, my payment has come due
Another part of my soul, you can now consume
A realization I constantly forget, Hope is not your best bet
The disappointment in lost love, can't compare to the misery
I knew I would have to bare
Ass my heart bleeds, I then run to you
The words I speak I wish weren't true
Your eyes express the pain I can no longer feel, as I try not to explain it's not a big deal
Words flow as I soon regret, you remind me how much I can't feel
How much this shouldn't be real
I've prayed to God to let me feel
He has kept his deal
I feel anger, I feel pain, I feel loneliness
And who's to blame
The love, The hope?
But happiness is the missing part of the wheel
So with pain and darkness I make another deal
The out come is all to clear
As another part of my soul it will sire
But the dream will remind me, that I can't give up
I can't give in
Maybe one day the dream will come to life
Or maybe one day pain will take my will to fight
But either way
I'll leave the limbo between ripping apart at the seams and hopeful dreams
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