As i was preparing for the day , a knock came at the door it was a kind hearted gentleman at the door who greeted me so nicely then asked if he could be my company for the day which puzzled me as to how he could come in and tear down the wall that i had up so strong protecting my healing heart from every one that wanted to love me. so i finally let him in one day and asked him why did he want me knowing the way i am and how scared i am of how what happened in the past might start all over again. glad to finally asked god the question of why he talked so much about chances and then came to realize that when i met this person this was my second chance at love with him and that sometimes we are fortuntate to recieve a second chance because there was sometimes we learn from it and we are to pass on to other experiences but there's no guarantee that because we were given another chance they too will recieve the same. at the end the day i thanked my boo for spending time and for being with me.