Secrets
Secrets...Buried deep inside me is so much pain.
I bury myself in my poetry, but it's all in vain.
Secrets...Fills that dark void, consuming all of me.
Leaves me paranoid, and feeling I have no security!
Secrets...Would people care, or would it be just no use?
I know life ain't fair and I wondered why I suffered physical and sexual abuse?
Secrets...I keep it all balled up inside, and I just can't find release.
Those secrets I hide, and I can't seem to find no peace.
Secrets...I try to reach out to others, but don't trust a soul.
I'm scared to get close to another, and it's hard to maintain self control.
Secrets...My ex-wife left me for another man, because she couldn't handle the time.
And I completely understand, and so i bury myself in a rhyme.
Secrets...I'm in love with a woman, but want my cake and eat it too.
She wants to give up on me, but only if she knew.
Secrets...How can I say to her, she's like my momma rebirth?
After my momma passed I never thought I could find that love again on this earth.
Secrets...I must get this off my chest, and I hope you competely understand.
That my aching heart won't rest unless you forever hold my hand!
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