Shattered Illusions
Take my guarded soul
This fight I can not hide
My heart has been divided
A love so old now so cold
The words you do not say
Crumble my life away
Shattered illusions
Breaking of china the porcelain was so fine
I climb every day to feel no pain
Heights oh so tall
We live in a seperate domain
You are dead like the roses you once gave
I now sit and pray for my day
I want to crawl away
Your touch is unwanted
A duty of duty my skin feels disfigured
I close my eyes and hide through a soundless disguise
Each breathe upon my body Inside I cry
The act is so unwilling shamed upon my bones
Alone in this bed I am dead
I shut my eyes I am so dishonoured
A touch I wanted so much before
Now throws me to the wall
Frozen intime I hide in my mind
No one can now find
A turning of time
Scared from these years
Not even my tears can drown away
Untill I can run away ......
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