Silence of My Infatuated Love
That awkward rendezvous whispering signs of fairy tales
when he stole my gaze as if time got stuck at one place
silent chord of strings started playing a tender note
that echoes within this confined heart
Possessed in love, now my wish to seek solitude departs
And hereby silence of my infatuated love shouts
My silence, it's not just an empty bowl
compelling to get full
It's not a vulnerable me inside a void shell
devoid of courage to stand up
It's just a scared little new born
with fear of falling in oblivion of a sheer pandemonium
My silence does speak,
It screams,
It speaks volumes..louder louder
to let that man hear voices that go unheard
It intends to perceive my uselessness
Thus letting ink to scribble on page that
"Here I am , On this southern pole
admiring that bright northern star
beyond my reach..and yeah too far"
Following him in cloak of shadows in serene darkness
Diving deep into those evergreen rhythmic chorus
His blissful voice taught me this art of listening..silently
my cheerfulness succumbed to slumber with greed of being more sublime
My resistance to read him everyday is futile
Even if he breaks this heart into pieces
I won't shriek nor cry, but silently
with those trickling teardrops of silence,
collect those broken pearls once fallen for him
I won't urge him to be that selenophile
but just hope him to recognize this useless moon in day breaking noon
An illusion indeed
Though aware of truth ,of being just a passerby
And I being the only one with hoarder of memories
This heart throbs with pain, inflicting all wounds
I still wish to remain silent to speak volumes more than my words
because this silence is not my strength nor my weakness
It's a poetry... of my fairy tale,
It's my cure...
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