Love Poem: Simulacrum
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Written by: Natsirt Nav Neram

Simulacrum

Standing in the tallest grass
With whispers, phantoms in the wind
I held aloft my one true love's last wish:
   That I come find her by the waves

It was all that I had
By which I might remember her
It was all that she left behind
One wish that I should follow her

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 It lay atop her green-grey tomb
 A flower's sempiternal bloom
     A bud that never faded
     As it weathered rain for near a year
     And the earth lay softly mourning tears
     Shed for the undiscovered years
     But last, the sun shone still
     And shaded next the gravestone
         One last memory
     A flower's sempiternal bloom
 It lay atop her green-grey tomb
And soon

Fates wanderings had led me back
To where lay all that I had lacked
The deadness, stillness, silence
   Yet one life amidst it all
And that,
   Beside the silent, sounding sea
   Sepulchral questions spoke to me
But phantoms in the wind
   My love's voice calling
     Softly
       Softly

   Amid the sea-foam and the spray
   Atop the tomb
   The stillest pool that shone like silver 'gainst the sun
     Beneath the flower
         Before my eyes
         Outlasting to all time the tide
     A sigh for me across the wind
     "Come find me, love, inside the sea"

   And as I looked, I saw my love
   And stared until the stars above
   Looked down in pity
     Far enough away that they could see me
     As my lips reached down
     My arms strove down
     My life
         Without a sound
     Slipped silently into the pool
   And as each memory
   Unraveled
   There
 Before me
 All that I could see
 Was she
 Repeating
     Softly?
       Softly
   "Come find me, love, inside the sea"
 "Come find me, love"
"Find me"