Slippin
I'm losing everything
At least that's what she is to me
So I guess there's nothing left
If she's not here with me
We've been friends for too long
I might not survive this withdrawal
It hurts me deep down to my soul
to know that I am the cause of any pain in her heart
We always use to talk about stuff like this
I'd always say what if one day we just stop talking
she'd reply that's never going to happen
but right about now I feel like she's slipping
right through my hands and tears fall as I write this
cause she's the best thing to ever come into my life
and I don't know what I would do without her
People may say oh you will be just fine
But they've never had a friendship as strong as ours
To watch it crumble like it never exsisted
is like watching my family member die
she is the reason why I stand when I want to fall
She is my sister more than the real ones
and I would never forgive myself if I let her slip away
without fighting first. It's something she taught me.
How to be strong. She taught me how to let love in.
Before her I didn't trust anybody near this heart.
I never believed in friendship much cause I
always end up getting hurt. She's always been there for me.
Through the good times and the worst.
I fear losing her more than I fear losing myself.
A part of me is now dead inside cause she's not around.
I hope she's accepts my apology cause I don't want to lose everything.
I don't want to lose the reason that I smile.
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