So Sudden
So sudden was the thrusts
So quick the pain fades
That my mind didn't fully comprehend
what it is my body was really doing
I spent hours thinking about this
and i've written countless poems
I always wondered what this would be like
I always wondered what poems I would form
about this specific experience
But now as I sit here devirginized
I couldn't help but feel sad
The little girl in me has finally been set free
and I feel like i'm in a trance
I regret nothing and I don't regret this
Cause truly the memory of this one day
will bring a smile to my face once we go
down memory lane
It all happened so sudden
I had come to a decision
after so much thinking and fear
but the moment came
and bursts of pleasure flowed through out my body
forming images in my head like fire works
I experienced pain. The nagging wincing type
the kind of pain you feel when the dentists pulls a tooth
So conscience was this fear of mines
I shivered even just thinking about doing the deed
yet when the time came I got lost in the moment
and I lose my virtue right along with it
For future reference i'm a mixture of sad and happy
My first time couldn't have happened any better than this
I'm proud of myself that I really went through with it
After all the stories i'd heard and the fear that had been instilled
I worked it like a soilder
and truly I don't regret anything
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