Sorry
You appeared in my life
when I was holding the knife
you discovered me at my worst
and now you’re paying the price
You got the warning first
I said I couldn’t quench your thirst
I told you the honest truth
but you didn’t believe in the curse
My emotions have been drained
my thoughts on love have changed
I don’t feel the way I used to
I am not the same
The nightmare is still so real
pain is what I feel
my smile has been painted
my heart has not healed
Tears sting my eyes
laughing is my disguise
I’m so sorry that you’re here
watching me break my ties
I’m hurting and I’m bleeding
I’m trying and succeeding
he crushed my heart in his hand
but yes, I’m still breathing
Pain has made me convert
to not believing love works
I’m so sorry that I’m broken
I’m so sorry that I’m hurt
You’re amazing in every way
you don’t deserve any pain
I’m so sorry that this hurts
I’ll be better someday
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