Still
my heart just wanted to walk away,
and pretend i never felt all this pain,
i believed all this time i was doing the right thing,
to avoid the hurt of you being gone intentionally,
to pretend as if it never existed inside,
to endure through the absence of missing time,
packed away in order to move on,
to deal with the fact that you were really gone,
how much could i feel without falling apart,
when im unable to express or understand what's going on in my heart
the love is still and unable to move,
and the avoidance was the only thing that got me through,
but then there comes a time when i must face,
all the things in my heart i intentionally erased,
and when that moment comes i can no longer hide,
all the tears and all the love i feel inside,
it can't be written down with a paper and pen,
it can only be when we are face to face again,
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