Strangest Feeling
It's the strangest feeling in the world
to want two things at once
when it has to do with sexuality
everything can come rushing at you at once
I realize now that I can have a certain reaction
to both sexes.
My desires are now multiplied
and my averageness than divided
I don't know where this feeling sprung up from
But I won't deny that I like both the banana and apple
My life is anything but simple.
All kinds of complications run array
smashing through the dam that was supposed
to protect my mind from ever straying
There is no one to blame
and no I'm not ashamed
I can bluntly say that I am bi
and not be afraid.
It's just the strangest feeling.
To have crushes on both girls and boys
I find myself analyzing
fantasizing
and maybe I am just greedy
but this strange feeling
is no where near being creepy
it's not beneath me
Actually from where I'm standing
It's slowly seeping in
and I won't deny it's access again.
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