Suffering
One day I will look up to the sky and say
“God, I wish him well…”
But until that day, I’m buried here
Inside my living hell
Eventually, I’ll move past the pain
With a story left to tell
But right now, I am suffering
Once, I knew him very well
There will be no goodbye this time
It just simply has to end
There is no making up for lying
You should not betray a friend
The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do
Was through choked tears say
“I don’t love you….”
I didn’t have to be this way
Someday I know I will forgive
For forgiveness sets us free
And on that day I’ll truly live
Without regrets of broken dreams
But for now, I’ll remain silent
In quiet, dark despair
With the echoing reminders
Of a voice that didn’t care
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