The sadness of heaven as people leave this world day by day Tears of sorrow coming my way Feeling the pain deep inside knowing that i cant hide Feeling lonely and thinking it is my fought but what do i have to ought Watching the doves pass by But i didnt want to say goodbye Seeing my people die left me with a bow tie Only God know whats better When we know it matters Having to believe that God is a miracle Would make some people life miserable Deep in my soul i know its my time to go Feeling the same as others looking at the dove passing by my window Wondering it was time for me to go As I watch the casket roll out to the burier I felt pain all over me My body shivering like cool water The next day i didnt eat sleep, nor drink for days then i got weak and couldnt get up off the floor crying for help No answer and no sound of me I was Dead