The Attempt To Put Aside Pity
My anticipations of the sorrows,
of never-ending afflictions,
don't seem quite unnatural and silly...
there are alike the visible frustration,
which controls your uncertain devotion...
like the attempt to put aside pity,
but it's revealing the darkest secret
you kept hidden inside for fearing truth!
Somehow,it's a lot different...
and my unexpressed emotions do resent;
every gracious beauty which appeared
in those confident looks appeased
my unexplainable passions of virility;
had I chosen to ignore reality?
Even your understanding
assured me of your sincerity,
and most likely tomorrow,
you will react madly
to the absence of sweetness...
without putting aside your pity;
but the deprivation and resentment
you caused me,intentionally,
can take years to forget or even more...
unless my arrogance turns into forgiveness!
This unforgettable hug,
if only lasted like an eternal song,
awakes an acute heartcry
which will know no silence;
and the only feelings of guilt
are the vanishing hopes within it...
and like the attempt
to put aside pity,
your refusal to reconciliation and awareness
can hurt me and change me completely!
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