The Break Up
In the beginning there was nothing but smiles,
hugs & kisses and as my heart revealed
every emotion that could be shown
my tears flowed yet the love making was
mind blowing.
Recalling the ebony sister that once
called me her boo,baby & love of
her life, not expecting the hard break up
without the knife.
Sometimes i question myself
am I ugly, do certain girls feel bad
so they make me good and then when
they see something better &
they push me to the curve
Bleeding internally because
this is something i don't
deserve.
My hearts yearned for the presence of that beautiful girl
but never got wanted & all I could think about were
the kisses that were shared
When I let you into my life I thought I was prepared
Trying to meet your expectation
resulting that i was physically
and mentally impaired.
My Dreams was too keep
a strong relationship with some one that i truly trusted
somebody has thrown a spear
through it and let it get busted
at the end of the day I finally realized that I wasn't loved
I was being lusted.
Falling to my knees and praying that the love of my life
will brighten up my future
climbing the highest mountain
that we call reality but still no climax
yet i tend to give up
because their is no fun in this adventure.
Sometimes its my level of sweetness that interferes
I was told once that the heart was meant for love
never for tears, but how will I turn this frown upside down if
every woman I turn to doesn't meet the requirement of
being my gift from above.
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