The One I'Ll Never Send
Idk what I even want to say
All i know is
Your memory is breaking
The dam I built
I gave up
On the world
And what it could offer
Because the moment
I lost you
I lost more than
Myself
You peered into
My eyes
Searching a dark abyss
For a man
I locked away
Deep down
Deeper than hades
Could hope to
Enslave
Sad part is
The door was never closed
A chain was never made
Only a broken man was
Made
Too broken to say
I'm still here
To cry for your hand
From the darkness
Afraid to reach
Afraid to see
If it was still there
Too guilty to ask for a second chance
Even after
I pieced the million pieces together
Pieced together
By what little glue
Little love
You left me
Within
Our memories
I know to call your name
Is a sin
I do not deserve
But one I'm considering
Eternal damnation
Just to let it
Touch my lips again
Only reason I dont
Is your name belongs
Now to another
And mine to his
He warms your heart
In a way I could never.....
For if fate was real
Maybe we'd still be
Maybe
I wouldn't be up
Writing a poem
I'll never send
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