I'm not saying you are to blame So if you like playing mind games Keep on playing them I'm just saying that back then I thought we were the same I now realize I was on the right track But on the wrong train And now everyday in my life it is the same shade of gray I need to go back home Or find a fresh new place to play Because what you told me when you dumped me Not knowing you were planning on moving Only filled me up with hope An empty promise you made to me Giving me a false sense of security I finally see it was your way of leaving me Your way to dump me with out hurting me It took rumors to finally make me see That you were only ashamed of me Only being ashamed as ashamed can be