Why am I here, what's in it for me All this black and white is there anything else to see What's behind those doors, let me escape Black or white I don't want one choice There's nothing in it for me Just let me be free "Love" So I said it just once Now I have found out It's a casual mess, that's used as a trap Causing nothing but damage Oh, don't you love me? Until the tables are turned They say it matters but it's just a weapon Used by both sides That's why I will never say it again So please just stay away I said to be with you I would die But to be away from you, you would die? This was my choice, I chose to have destructive bliss But I have been here before So just take your departing kiss