Thoughts of Him.
You were the only one in my eyes,
You were the one person i truly didn't give up on.
You were important to me,
you were my everything.
You smile, and i feel my mouth forming a smile.
You laugh, and i hear my self laughing.
You cry, and i feel tears rolling down my cheeks.
You're sad, and i feel sad instantly.
You're down, and i can only think to try to make you better.
I can't help, but sit here and wait for that day,
For the day you finally realize,
That I love you.
I wish and hope for that day to come soon,
So i can see you happy and i can share it with you.
I want there to be an us,
And i have waited long.
But sometimes, i ask myself,
Have i waited too long,
Are you ever going to my side,
To hold and cherish me,
And be by my side.
I wonder all the time,
If we're just not meant to be.
I sit and think over and over again,
Of all the possibility of you being mines.
But i can't see it,
I can't feel it.
I wonder if i'm just dreaming at times,
Maybe this is just all make believe.
All the pain and worries,
It's all in a different world.
But i know now,
It's all the truth and i just can't face it.
But still i sit here,
With your face constantly appearing and disappearing in my head.
I don't know what to think anymore.
I don't know if you feel the way i feel.
I don't know if you even see me that way.
I don't know if you are the person i think you are.
I don't know if i'm just wasting my time.
What to do now,
Do i give up all hopes on you?
Do i stay where i am now?
Do i sit here and just hurt more?
I really don't know.
I need to see the light to all of this,
I need to walk towards the right path,
BUT i don't know where the path is.
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