Thunder
First glance,
Ripped apart,
First I love you,
Crumbling down,
You came to me,
As someone else.
My hopes,
Like vines strangling me,
Anger rising,
Only manifests in tears.
This is not enough,
Taking
Stealing
Exploiting,
My everything.
Once seduced by kisses
Which tasted like fictional love stories,
Cigarettes at midnight,
Drinks before a night out,
I now wait.
For you to notice,
For you to care,
For you to want me,
You’re my own Godot.
Moving in a backward direction,
Slipping into
Damn my reflection,
In my eyes I can see
Where I have already been,
Tainted gems of regret.
Find me all alone,
Looking through the wall of fantasies
I worked so hard to build,
Thoughts seeping through it
Saying they find it hard.
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