Love Poem: Time After Time
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Time After Time

Fr. Time, thanks for coming back again today.

Well now, you know I always have plenty of time
for Ms. Integrity!

Thank you for that rather cloying and creepy response.
I talked to FireGod a few days ago, 
were you aware of that?

Yes, of course.
He and EarthGaia know all about each other.
Although not on the same page,
they are each appositional pages
in the same gospel choirbook,
so to run on with too many therapeutic notes once again....
When do we authentically sing They v Me trauma time 
while synergetically dancing Me/We therapy time?

It sounds like you are aware of FireGod's time
after relentlessly overheated time agenda,
why he's all fired up
endorsing worship of a resiliently healthy SunGod.
Is this the wealthy God you worship, Fr. Time?

Worship is more EarthGaia's department, actually.
I guess I would say I do my co-gravitating balance best
to continue perpetuating SunFather/EarthMother
as compassionately co-pleasuring 
Prime BiNomial Relationship.

Relationship with?...
Relationship with what or whom?
Is your God a verb
within deeply meaningful sacred subjects
and perhaps without secular objectives?

No.
A verb with bipolar Me-subjects v They-objects
unfolding yin-dipolar co-arising Me and We 
deep ego/ecology
universal health,
love life unitarian therapy,
neurosystemic re-creation,
self-perpetuating dialectical
bicamerally behavioral 
polycultural cooperative 
co-invested mind/body
polyvagal systems.

Fr. Time, does it bother you
that you seem to be too self-involved
for the rest of us?
Are you worshiping yourself,
lost in reiterative loops of bilateral dipolar correlations
in some narcissistic whirlwind 
of yintegrally gooey 
nothing important?

No, again,
co-gravitating time is co-arising prickly/gooey
space/time
body/mind
balancing WinWin concave/convex
ego/eco neurodiverse health;
notnot worshiping monopolistic God
although it could be divinely humane
if we could all help each Other's 
panentheistic revolving lifetime
feeling resonant 
and growing resilient, 
becoming more therapeutically 
LeftCognitive/RightIntuitive
bipartisan liberating/conserving
equitable balance.

Let me try this one last time.
Not as SunGod-loving Gaia
and not as Fear-filling Fire God,
but as these Two,
Left monotheist within Right polytheist,
PastTrauma with CoIntegrally FutureTherapy,
who or what is God to bilaterally authentic
engaged verbal/nonverbal
thought/felt
compassionate pleasure
meditation medication Time?

BiCameral co-arising 
timelessly spacious consciousness.
I could say that.
I did hear that.
But, saying this changes God
into renouned verbs 
that could not quite be universally healthy 
and politically right 
and economically good 
and elegantly beautiful 
+1YangSpace = -(-0) YinTime.

A 4/4 bilinear song perhaps,
or, better, a roundly octaved dance.
God as 4-step dialectal 
body/mind revolutions toward WinWin freedom
to choose regeneratively inclusive eco-health 
over ego-privileged pathology
by setting aside all that is not compassion
becoming
We/Me panentheistic conscious co-elational
co-empathic peak experiencing time
within and without our most spacious selves.

Still doesn't have much swing to it.

You think my timing is off?

I think your balance is off.

No, that couldn't be cooperative trust,
or ever become true.

So you say.

So I feel that I was
before embodied space.

Not that one again.

Time repeats.

Oh, here we go...

Mutual win/win co-passion.

Fr. Time...?

More of a Father/Mother Ego/Eco 
dialectical Me/We 
double-binding space/time
TransParent body/mind 
dancing muse 
cooperative win/win dream.

God is your Heavenly Dream?

And BeLoved Community Earth,
dancing therapeutic non-nightmares together.
Kind of a jazzy swing and co-arising dance,
lots of spinning with co-passionate drums,
and cooperative body-strength
mind-stretching.

Do we too often forget to stretch sufficient time?
physically and metaphysically together.
CoPassionate pleasure feels so good
once LeftBrain verbal dominance 
stops disforming natural/spiritual
body/mind unboundaried
Whole OpenWomb herstory.

Fr. Time, are you still with me Here?

Now I am, if you can hear too.

Is this a sacred EarthMother empowering time?
Because, frankly, I feel sorry for Her
systemic trauma,
if we have an authentic
peak win/win
mind/body
MeTime/WeSpace integrity potential.

Hard time to say.
I'm bilaterally co-gravitational;
everybody knows our
universal health
unitarian wealth
re-creation story.

Oh, well, thank you, again, Fr. Relentless 
Prickly Time
and Ms. Gooey Spaciousness
for another lovely non-dialogue
here at our PermaCultural Climate Conference.
Can't tell you how much we enjoy 
your time after time vacuous messages.

Think nothing of it.
Do binomial relationships all the time.

OK, you're doing that thing again,
when I try to say thanks for the interview
and close
but you have to get in one last self-referencing plug.
You are such a shameless hustler!

Just half the time.

Goodnight.

Night...

Is S/He really gone?

[Still here, now...]