To Us
In my heart so deeply deprived
Sad and unhappiness for two whole years
(Seems like it started at the first house we arrived)
My deepest and darkest most horrifying fears
They are all coming alive
And I most definitely have the strength to go on
For all his emotions he's kept to hide
Singing this repeating monotonous song
Losing him --- I think for his side it's lost
But the desire from both of us to fight
Two wasted years, lies, hatred, betrayal it cost
But working desperately through this since that night
The tears welled in my green eyes
As he told me he loved me no more
I thought this whole time he was my dream prize
Across the curves of his body my tears poured
I pack my stuff sadly ready to go
And he stops me --- for once he fights
He says he loves me and that he knows
To create this marriage a new trust
I don't want it to end with my best friend
For my heart, soul, and love belongs to him
We share a son --- no regrets --- I'd do it all over again and again
I sit here and write --- I love him 'til the very end
I still get butterflies when I feel his lips against mine
I still feel his deepest warmth from way deep within
I never want to lose what we've created --- or him
Our marriage and family I'll defend
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