Turning the Pain On You
You don't know me at all
Didn't help you watched me fall
Do you know anything about me?
Do you even know what I yearn to be
How can you lie to people about my life
Your just angry and tired of being a house wife
I know that your ashamed of me
Didn't want others to know I was attending GED
Saying I had finished school
Making me feel pain and look a fool
I messed up because of you
And everything you put me through
Did you know I love books
No you didn't you never bothered to look
Said that I was a bad child
Thats funny your my mom but never around
How can I be the worst when I've done nothing
Even with all that I continue hurting
Calling me out my name
How do you expect me to stay sane
Taking his side as if he cares When he hurt you your kids were there
The pain he put you through
Now you act as if were the liars and his words are true
You used to be so strong
He made you weak and I'm telling you your wrong
You judged me now it's my turn
I want you to fell the pain and burn
We both know what he did to us
But you push me away and him you trust
Your family is very ungrateful
Very bitter and hateful
I just want you to open your eyes
Yearn for you to break down and cry
Tell me that you really need me
Say your sorry for hurting me and free me
Tell me you want to be hugged
I want you to know what it feels like to crave for love
As you do this trying to be free
I'd know you felt my kind of pain and misery.
Poetry
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