Love Poem: unanswered -

unanswered -

“Thin, I think, that fabric between realities. Maybe minds aren't lost. Maybe they just slip through and find a different place to wander.”  - C.J. Tudor

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oh, I shan't yet, my dear father, find
          disease has robbed him of his mind
               he works hard, grasping from the air
     some careful tasks that are not there

most life, his world was quite exact
          no straining id - no questioned tact
               integrity worth cheers and boasts
     Vs though now he sits engaging ghosts

he walked a road that’s naught but true
          and strived for all things great men do
               his loved ones’ welfares - always first
     providing needs through best and worst

his partner, church, his town and friends
          placed ‘fore himself, what he’d defend
               through his devotion, work and fun
     of enemies - I’ve known NOT ONE.

it's odd that I can I count it strange
          but not once did he find that range
               to laud a thing that gave me pride
     (or boost the dreams I kept inside)

I strained thru life to reach this man
          some common ground to understand
               but while I’d begged to be his friend
     too great our difference, in the end

I'll not e’er know this man, you see
          though none I love quite dear as he
               but as our bond, at best, was rough
     he’d taught me love by being tough

so now his wit and poise have flown
          the grandest man I’ve never known
               no grace is left him, this goodbye
     no answers, mine, the question …

why?!?






~ 1st Place ~  in the "Writing Challenge 2, July 2019 - Melancholy" Poetry Contest, Dear Heart, Judge & Sponsor.