Unexplainable Words
These r words from a chick that don't kno the words or how to explain nthn but she loves like no other n fights for what she wants n more.. My phone in my hand earbuds in listening to music it's the only thing that helps me escape from all the Bs in life.. I'm searching for much more than my mind can handle I'm not Good with expressing or showing my feelings or emotions!! But what I do know is since day one I knew yu was the one and only for me n that I had to be wit yu here we r almost two years later, I've failed at many things n let yu down but I try every single day n night to prove and show yu how much yu mean to but truth is I don't kno how it's either I get really scared or nervous thinkn yu won't believe me or I will mess up so I don't say anything at all I try tho.. I wish I was everything yu want or dreamed of changes I will make for yu any time.. You mean so much to me my love for yu I have never felt for anyone.. the thought of being without yu ugh I don't ever I culdnt I don't ever want to if only i culd show yu how i feel about yu how much I love yu then maybe yu wuld kno this isn't no game to me!! Trust is an issue wit both of us n I'm truly sorry only if I had the answers for why ppl do n say things they don't mean without thinking my heart hurts so bad I feel like yu gave up on us hopefully I'm wrong cuz if I have to n yu Will let me i want to spend the rest of my life proving my love and all to yu!! The smile yu put on my face the warm fuzzy wanted loved feeling my body/ insides get I kno the yur the one n only for me hopefully yu feel the same... feeling lost confused I don't like but I'm all yurs so believe n trust me tears that I'm shedding for yu even tho yu don't see them why because we screwed up a time or two before sorry isn't good enough but my heart is all Achilles Harkleroad..
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