Untitled - For Now
distortion
its the only thing you see
even though i try so hard
to hide that secret part of me
to keep up my masquerade
to be the someone you wish me to be
is it worth it?
can you even hear me?
try so hard to get your attention
and every once in a while mention
how much i love you and need your affection
your emotional support and your guiding direction
i wont give up, i wont stop trying
although your subconscious rejection keeps me crying
the need i feel is truly defying
my aching thirst undying -
love from you is my overwhelming zeal
is this my life?
is this even real?
if i wake up
will this all be a dream?
will my story be another?
will this puzzle of a life
finally be put together?
unanswered questions
and incomplete thoughts
my life's been a game
it seems so far i've lost.
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