Valentine Evening
Valentine evening
At 17:21:00, you called to say
You would come to my place.
After you left, it took me more than one day,
To process what you have come to say.
You wanted to let me know,
It was time for me to let you go,
You even tried to find me an alternative.
The only reason you gave was
You will go overseas in July this year.
Yes, by then it would have been two years,
Since I requested you to take care of me.
You enjoyed our partnership,
Although you costed me to lose BB.
At the time, I did not understand why,
Now, when you say good bye,
You made me realised,
On this valentine day,
You made excuses to leave me.
Someone did say, they did not want to judge,
But the system you used was really suck.
It lets certain people taking advantage of the situation,
And I have become the victim,
Because I was so vulnerable.
It did not matter which way I turned,
I really did not know what to do.
It seemed obviously,
Everyone just leaved me.
What was wrong with me?
Today, I picked up a book
"How to break up with your friends" by Erin Falcone.
Do I really need to read it?
I have not read any book for years.
On this day, I also finished some projects.
It took me weeks to do it.
I was so proud with my works,
They helped me remembering of my friend,
But equally, they hurt as marking a relationship ended.
BB, you could never guess what my projects were.
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