Waiting For You
'm still waiting for you
in my mind
Though in reality I've left
you behind
Just like winters ice
and snow
Seasons have to change
I know
But I'm still waiting, wishing
hoping
Wondering just how you're
coping
With not seeing me like I'm
not seeing you
I wonder if you even feel
the same way I do
I never could tell really how
you were feeling
You seemed hurt, you seemed lonely
like you're heart needed healing
And in my mind I still see you
as clear as can be
and everywhere you are there
you're always with me
And the things that I vision
are like sewing the seams
and those seams turn to schemes
that get lost in my dreams
I can feel the cold air and
as I touch you're skin
Swirls of snow come and go
as I wake up again
As I think of you're face
and that time and that place
I miss you much more than
I missed you before
I always do wonder
if you even remember
that day you turned around
at the end of December
And you spoke those words
and I looked in you're eyes
You said I liked standing behind you
yes time truly flies
Since that moment you said that
has it been months or years
My sense of time fell behind somewhere
lost in my tears
And that chill, yes the chill
I loved you and the cold
But they said I was to young
and that you were to old
But I don't believe them
and I hope you don't too
I was just to shy to ask
if you feel like I do
And than it was to late
for words I needed to say
and before I even knew it
The time flew away
And its how now, so hot now
cause Summer is here
But Winter still grips me
I can still feel it near
And so now I am waiting
very calm, very still
In my mind all the time
For that cold winter chill
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