Love Poem: Walking In His Will

Walking In His Will

this image of superiority, this idea that we are better than somebody else,
that's caused all the problems, and pain in the world we've inflicted upon 
ourselves,
nothing real can be gathered, impressions matter so much more,
no comfort left in our relationships, we don't know what we are searching for,
if all are much the same way, to be indifferent is to walk alone,
standing on the outside, staring in, trying not to fall into the trap of thee unknown,
walking in the path of false reality seems to be the comfort spot,
valuing closeness and friendship fades away farther each day, love more or less 
can now be bought,
bought with a price to pay in the end,
when love is lost, and all is gone,
if we had searched first for the meaning of god's love for our lives, instead of 
going about it all wrong,
i now can see the mistakes of my past, from my impatience and stubborness,
the truth of  his love showed me how to start relationships, and put my burdens 
to rest,
i wish my friends could understand, and see what i could see,
instead of looking down on my views, or how a relationship is meant to be,
it saddens me to see their tears, and their hearts so broken, as i sit and listen to 
their gripes and moans,
if this is how love works in the world today, i think i'de rather be all alone,
i know god wants to see me happy, and the partner for me, one day he will send,
that chosen man of god, i'll wait patiently for, he'll find me in the end.