She awakens from her sleep as if nothing happened the night before. She stretches out to feel aching and she closes her eyes. Her mind flashes back to the night before. She remembers the call, the words, the feeling. She remembered giving everything and getting nothing in return other than broken promises from his lips to hers. She gets out of her bed, she undresses then turns on the water to the shower. She steps inside, the water pouring down on her, she burst out into tears. Knowing she failed, she failed herself. She wishes it all away, she is scrubbing herself trying to wash him off her. Wash all the kisses and touch that he placed on her. She can still feel him touching her and kissing her, she couldn't wash it away. She drops to the bottom of the shower. She is crying uncontrollably, the water still pounding on her used body. She trembles with fear, wondering what was to happen to her now. If she couldn't look after herself how could she look after another.