We take in only what makes us stronger
we only take in what makes us stronger. happiness. the moments that feel like gliding on the deepest clouds. the moments that feel like a gorgeous sunset with hues of red, orange and pink streaked across the evening sky. but real happiness for me means you. the happy memories of you embedded in my heart are the ones i hold so close. sadness? failing to understand yourself in every day existance. failing to feel loved. failing to feel worthy. failing to feel capable. failing to feel a purpose to live. those moments when you feel like you're falling,sinking,drowning deeper than ever. until you are at the lowest point in the ocean reaching out for any form of life, any form of love. was love ever made for me or is this sadness my destiny.
Does this really make us stronger or does it make us so weak that we will never be able to find our way back up, all the way to the clouds.
|