What did I do?
What did I do?
I don’t understand my life
I don’t understand the Life
I am suffering a lot
Day by day and day to day
When will this be over?
When? When?!
Evil psychopaths following me
Psychopaths: Oh, no. No, no
Sociopaths, like serial killers
And they are psychologists
Sadistic killers, evil beings
Ruler of life, dark monsters
I am suffering, I have death feeling and panic
I am a victim of psychological human experiments
My life is ruined, I haven’t other, coming to my end
Yes, yes. Oh, sweet death, please kill me, and save me
I put my life into your hand, be my ruler, get my life
Take my life. From here. Far, far, and far. On the other side
This is one of my confessions:
I don’t want my life, I don’t need to live
I can’t do this life. It’s very heavy
Fearing, panic, alcohol, medicine
So many years ago I used grass and hashish
English psychologists took me into that life
Oh, God, I am sorry, I am sorry, I am so sorry
I try to live, I try to live, but evil people…
Evil psychologists makes me ptoblems
They block my life to the Life
My life is nothing. I am just a man from Europe
Maybe this is the problem. And I love women.
I loved someone
Someone
A woman
Hm, beautiful
But a bad memory
She killed me
I killed her
Bad meeting
Now graveyard feeling
I am in the cemetery
I don’t kill myself
I am waiting the investigation
I have only one way
Win
If not…
Then death
God
God
Help me
Help me
Give me power
I need these few years
The rest of my life
Dear death
Dear death
Give me more time
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