What I Really Want
What I Really Want
Sometimes the loneliness gets to be to much, but I’ve gotten to the point where, I’m sick
of being alone so much. No one to hold and no one to take a hold of me. It makes me
anxious and unsettled, a feeling of rage often occurs. Trying not to be negative, but when
nothing changes it becomes hard to stomach. Maybe one day that one will come along, that
wants to love me, and the one, that wants to show me the compassion and lustfulness I
deserve and want, through the rest of time. So excited to come home, just to see me, cause
her heart is mine. She get’s confused when she can’t include me in her daily do’s. Worries
about me when she hasn’t seen me in a few. Its hard for her to breath when she thinks of
not being with me. Someone who inspires me and encourages me to do the best in my life.
Someone to call on when the situation calls for it. The one who can stand strong with me
as we become one. That one that sometimes is faulted because her love is so strong for me.
I really need and want that one. When my day runs dark the sight of her will quickly
brighten me up. An overwhelming feeling of confidence when I stand next to her. I once
asked for her hand so we could be together forever, but I screwed up. But now a
determination to make this work, it’s unbelievable how much this love was always worth.
Dedicated to my loving wife. Thank you for taking me back. I love you so much!!!!!
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