What Use To Can'T Always Be
Contemplating back to a time when there use to be an us, when our relationship was built on trust, but truly it was only lust.
But I must admit that I was only being honest when I looked into your eyes and said I was in love with you.
If I can undo the past, I would go back to the time where I reckoned that you were not being true and seek to see-through your mind to have caught that clue.
But what can I do, I already knew, but I didn't want to accept the fact that I might lose you.
But I did, I did lose you, and I was torn to the deepest part of my soul to the point where I felt I was never ever going to be the same, like it was some kind of fate.
Sure I had hate; I hated you for misleading me and then leading me to believe that our relationship was going to a great place.
It was unfair that you had to tear my heart into two, misguiding me to think that you cared.
Thinking what we shared was rare.
I thought it was a nightmare, but I came to realization that I shouldn't care.
I should stop the war that was going on between my mind and my heart before it gets too far that I can't ignore.
Tough yes it was tough but enough is enough.
What we had is now through, and I am sure enough done with you.
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