What Will We Be
I wonder what the future holds for me and Ken
One minute he loves me the next he changes plans
It's so confusing for me cause he has my heart
I really tried to fight it but he had me at the start
From the first day that we met I kinda knew I was his
Especially when he initiated our very first kiss
Normally I don't ever let anyone kiss me at all
That's intimacy and that's when I start to fall
It really scares me to death that I'll be hurt again
Cause I let me walls down and a few rules bend
Instead of running like I usually do I kinda stayed
I didn't follow any of the rules that I actually made
I feel like I'm setting myself up for another heart ache
I sure hope I'm wrong cause my feelings are at stake
I really want to keep believing that I'll find true love
Someone that fits me like a hand does in a glove
That'll be my better half as long as we're alive
That's why I keep opening up and I give it another try
No matter how bad my heart hurts I don't give up
Hopefully one day I'll have a little bit better luck
Maybe he will surprise me and show me he loves me
I sure hope he opens his eyes so maybe he can see
That when I say I love you I really mean what I say
Maybe he will stick by side and he will always stay
Through all the good times as well as the struggles
I sure wish he was here so we could just snuggle
I hope he really turns out to be different than the rest
Sitting here thinking makes my heart beat out my chest
I feel like I'm gonna be the one with a heart that's broken
The one who feels like she can't breathe like she's choking
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