Love Poem: What's Up
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

What's Up

How you doin'?

Why are you feeling
how we are doing
here in our unspoken thoughts?

Right now
here
perhaps far from our deep
primordial feeling
reservoir

Of what are your passions
doing?

Abundant warm regarding
spacious compassion

Or cold scarcity of time
to not thrive together
much less apart

From healthy Me,
polypathic
wealthy We

PolyPhonic Muses
deeply engaging
more wellbeing dipolarity
richly co-arising

Rather than merely LeftBrain amusing
choices Win/Lose ZeroSum deluding

We Win
so Other Loses

While entertaining linear cause-effective
traumas
of felt scarcity,
dark isolation,
somber anxiety,
anticipating dissonance

Pre/Post Traumatic
cognitive v affective disempowerment
violent internal reactionary
bipolar
LeftBrain monotheistic
Either DivinelyGood
or HumanNatured FailingSin

Deductive
reductive StraightWhite PatriarchalCapitalist
or Othering
not market ready
for optimizing AnthroSupremacist
predative opportunities

To re-evaluate how we
are LeftBrain and RightMind
doing

Responding to AnthroSupremacism
while feeling RightBrain
Both/And Win/Win
suppressed/oppressed
into seeing only Win/Lose risks
and Lose/Lose despair

Disregarding our shared
Whole Open
yet WarmWombed
Original Sensory/Sexual regenerating system

Integrally
fractally
octavely
dialectically
bilaterally
mindbody
time-spaced
identified/individuated
EgoSelf/EcoOther
overwhelmingly repressed

By what passions
doing?

Win/Lose ZeroSum
survivalist scarcity
suppressed


Subclimatic
monocultural duress

Deep and wide
anxiously depressed

Sometimes more
and sometimes less.

Thanks for asking.

And how are you
too a mess?