I close my eyes lay my head a pone my pillow for the first time in weeks I dream of you the laughs we had the memories we made the kiss we shard the love we had as I woke with a startle I notice that tears still streamed down my cheeks why they streamed I had no clue but i knew it was not from anger, or regret but of the lost of my first love the lost of happiness that I’ll remember for all my life