Where Am I
you've invaded my heart
and tried to rape my soul
perpetually picking me apart
you can't love me if I'm whole
I listen to the mirror scream
as you're ranting about
the importance of self-esteem
while you promote self-doubt
yes, the mirror screams
at an appalling reflection
ah, the false light gleams
on flaws too horrid to mention
as your poison flows
rapidly through my veins
my own essence slows
now, not a trace of me remains
your imposed need to change
to match your twisted fantasy
has me striving to rearrange
my physical and mental reality
solely for your pleasure
my true self forgotten
an ever building pressure
oppression takes the win
Copyright Christy Stover
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