Where I'd like to be in this future I see... A world of security, financial gain without all of this pain. To be the best mom I could possibly be. To posses a love beyond comprehension No tension in my children's faces as they travel to many places... Experiences beyond their wildest imagination that will enable them to reach their final destinations A job full of satisfaction and content that will allow me to help others and make me want to repent. Just to be happy fulfilled and whole heartedly a patient momma nurturing , loving soft voiced , a gentle spirited soul who exhibits lots of glee and control Children with smiles instead of frowns lots of giggles to go round A healed heart that can separate the future and past apart No scars to bandage, no excuses to be made Just a woman of courage and peace with A price of a high debt that has been paid...................