Who Captivates Me
The soil above your grave still so wet...
I remember it like it was yesterday, all the crying, the pain, the sadness, the screaming voices...
All of that was and still in my head so how they want me to forget ?
It's like it was yesterday when I've held you the last hold, when I've kissed you the last kiss, I still live it like it's today...
I remember your sweet laugh, the smell of your perfume it was lovely ...I feel it..
With you there was no other joy , like a rainbow colors I use to see life but now it's all gray ...
You use to hold me tight until I go to sleep, stay there for me to protect me from my bad dreams..
Like a father, like brother, like a friend , like a lover you was to me...
The nights get colder and the time seems to be lost, the air I can't even breathe it , wind can't even feel it touching my skin, not even a breeze ...
I still see images of you running in front of my face , I try to get close to them but it seems that I'm just dreaming...
Sometimes I wonder do you hear me, do you see me , do you feel how much lost I am without you...
And if you do why you haven't hold me when I've cried, why you didn't stop my wounds from bleeding ?
People blame me for keeping you locked inside my head and inside my heart...
They think that I'm holding myself, I'm stopping myself from loving again , how could I when you still live inside of me?
How can I forget the reason I live for, how can I ever have a new start ?
It was you and it will always be you who captivates me...
Non is like you ,nor even close to be, not on earth nor in heaven..
You are the one who capture me and the one who set me free...
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