Why
Disgusted by this artificial feelings
I want to speak from my heart
I listen to it all I hear is a hollow beat
The rhythm out of control
I try to calm myself
Still my heart beat faster
Like its about to burst form chest
Is death upon me
Is my life over
Do I deserve to die
All thoughts running throught my head
Then I fell a touch
It relives me
My heart starts to slow down
Time freezes
O’god is this heaven
Or is this hell
But no its worse this cruel crocked creature
That never leaves me alone
It strikes when I less expect it
Making me believe is it real ……..love
God please say it is but no
Its just one of cupids tricks
To fool me by her bright smile and her beautiful voice
WHY GOD WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO !!!!!
WHY DO YOU MAKE SO GUILABLE WHY
IS IT MY PUNISHEMENT FOR MY SINS
I HAVE YET COMMIT JUST ANSWER ME
PLEASE …..why T_T
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