You utter words that are so mean that I felt like shedding tears You have gestures that makes me feel bad that makes me feel anxious ...and I hate you for that. You call my name in sweetest way that I could hardly speak You smile with all your heart that always left me stunned. ...and I love you for that. You all had it all showing me the worst I have and letting me realize the best i always had that makes me feel great and proud. ...and I adore you for that. But I know you don't feel that much for me You'll never have a chance to think about me You'll never have time to spend with me 'cause you have her enough for you. ...and I admire you for that. ..but for letting me feel special ...I really do hate you.. 2013-02-10