Y Don'T U Love Me
What if I kissed new lips?
What if those lips kissed my clit?
What if I got over you?
What would you do?
Half of you would think I never loved you
When in reality I placed only one above you
The other half would just laugh knowing I'm just not meant to be alone
And if you came home the key would still be in the same place
And a smile would replace the hidden frown on my face
And I could care less about the time as long as you were mine again
Though the trust would never be the same
You’d have to do so much to find the love again
Cause you under stand I couldn’t just love you again
You’d have to understand the tears I cried
The nights I wanted to call but never dialed
That one day I felt like I was gonna die
The days people asked how you were and I said things were fine
Cause in my mind it was just a few days
And you were just away
Until I realized I had no more tears to cry
And need to move on
What if I waited for you?
Would I be a fool?
I don’t want to move unless I'm in ya shadow
Why does this feel like a passionate battle?
You told me I was ya everything
The love of your life
Proposed to make me ya wife
And now life seems new
Don’t even know what to do
For five years I aint make a move without you
But you don’t want me
Or don’t need me
Called me talking bout you want to do you
What the fuq am I to do
When I realized you wasn’t happy I should left
But I was thinking to myself maybe this is a test
But the tests kept turning into pop quizzes
I been in this class five years and still ain’t winnin’
Thought I had you when you showed me the love in ya eyes
Then I found out it was only to make me smile
Cryin in the closet bout the love that used to be
Wondering to myself what happened to “we”
I knew the shiits been coming I been feelin’ it for weeks
I could feel it in your touch
See it in your eyes
And hear it when you speak
Yet I didn’t want to be the first to say goodbye
Every time I take a shower I break down and cry
Didn’t have the heart to go outside in the rain
Didn’t want anyone to see my pain
So I tucked my broken heart in my sock drawer behind those things I won’t need
no more
Still not really sure this is happening
I'm writing crazy love songs and I can’t sing
I need you to remember one thing
I loved you more than love loves love
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